Well my birthday was better than i thought it would be. I was kind of dreading it if you couldn't tell..lol but thats the way i usually am.. i dread dread and dread somemore about things and then i end up having fun >.>.. I think it was what i needed because im feeling a lot better now.. i was a bit down..but now im pretty positive again.

*I got to hear from my bff on duh phone :3 You bad collage girl you! Oh! BEHAVE! lol
*I got to hear from another freind I havent heard from in a while.
*Had a nice little gatheren with some nice country cooken. lol
*AND i got a piping set O_O OMG i was so excited.. so maybe u see some cupcakes and cakes on here soon Im going to start making cakes and learning how to do them well :3 cant wait to start ..EEEE

Thank you for all the well wishes and Happy Birthday wishes It really means a lot when people send you well wishes It was nice to hop on here and see them all.. It was like a Birthday gift in itself. You guys are awsome and I love you all *huglove*

Well It's officially my birthday (24th) so now im 19. I really dont feel excited or anyting.. In fact.. It really doesnt feel like my birthday at all >.>.But oh well i guess its good to be born.. or i wouldnt be here.. obviously..
My brother and sister took me out for dinner and im supposed to have a get together later today so i dunno how i feel about that. I feel rather uncomfortable when events center around me >.> I feel like im not a very good host or something. Anyway thanx to everyone who sticks around and loves me Im thankful for you all.
Ill quit all my emotional dribble..lol word to your mother

One of my fave Evanescence songs..

I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now

Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
I want to go back to
Believing in everything

[Latin hymn]

Evanescence
Field Of Innocence

Collage is being hectic.. so until it gets all straightened out.. consider me dead for a while >.> i wont be around a lot